I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel uneasy. Like I'm not doing something right. Or maybe I foresee some obstruction on my path to whatever I'm hoping to have one day. This past few months have dealt me a few changes. Some good. And unfortunately, some bad. With all this happening, I'm still hoping to make my life better. There are things I know I want in my future but I'm not for sure I'll get them; like they're getting more and more out of my reach. Other things, I know I can do if I just put my mind to it. I have quite a bit of patience. Much more than I used to have.

So much uncertainty. So much determination. I really need to clear my head.